the last first kiss

After our first date it didn't take Jordan long to ask me out again. For our second date we watched THE O.C. (The topic of how great of a show it was came up during our first date and I'm pretty sure he asked anyone he could think of to find a copy of the first series in order to "secure" a second date).
So I went over to his house. We pushed the two couches together in his front room to make a giant bed-of course because who doesn't cuddle when they designate a night to watching a "girl" TV show. Before we started an episode Jordan needed a little snack so he made his famous eggo and peanut butter, which secretly I thought was nasty, but he never knew that. After we finished eating he stated, "Don't worry I wont kiss you tonight- I mean I wasn't going to anyway but especially after eating" Well as we started watching The O.C. he clearly changed his mind. As we were talking we just paused and looked at each other and then he just kissed me. As we continued to kiss for a minuet in my head I'm thinking: oh great, he is just like every other guy, just wanting to get down for a night.. and I'm retarded kissing him so quick. should have made him wait at least one more time..
Then to my surprise he stops.

 

J: hey I don't just want to make out with you because I like you more than that.

M: wait. you don't even know me how can you like me?

J: exactly, I like you more than that so I want to get to know you more.

 

I honestly thought it was so strange. No kid has ever stopped kissing me to tell me he likes me more than just a girl to get down with. ummm. yeah okay Jordan whatever you say. He didn't even know me to like me in that way. After multiple episodes of The O.C. a night full of laughing and some cuddling the night had to come to an end. As he walked me out to my car and we said goodbye this conversation took place

J: So we are going to hang out tomorrow right?
A: Umm.. well I already have plans so probably not.
J: oh yeah right, I guess you don't want to hang out with me two nights in a row. Easy Jo.

Secretly I had plans for another date, but I couldn't let him know that!
Honestly, after our first date and our first kiss I don't know how we ended up getting married.
In my mind this kid who was good looking,  very smooth with girls and secretly trying to play it cool was not smooth at all. I felt like everything he had done in the past was thrown out the window. It's a good thing I find him extremely attractive and extremely hilarious because those two items were enough for me to stay interested. I had never met a kid like him before and I really liked the idea of him. My curiosity raged. I knew I needed to continue seeing this kid.
I'm so grateful that I did because life with him is even better than I thought it would be!

xoxo,
The Johnstons